I'm a lousy excuse for a friend, I think.

Of all the days I have to screw up, it must be today. Feels downright horrible. Never again man, never again.

Come on. Do I really look like I'd go cancel an appointment, so my tooth could decay more and start hurting, just so I can go to an expensive clinic? Like what the fuck? I hardly slept the entire night thanks to it. And the first thing any caring Mom would say is "Are you okay? Does it hurt a lot?"

Oh but no, first thing I got was "Your tooth hurts? Go gargle with salt water. Maybe infection." Like hello? It's MY mouth, MY teeth and I know when it's a gum infection. So I explained myself, and what do you know? I got reprimanded, complained about and what else. "Already told her, could have went for the appointment, just rush down from school. But she has to go and cancel. Does she know how expensive the dentist is?!"

Of course I bloody know how expensive it is, okay? I had to make a choice between important classes and the dental appointment. So I weighed my options, mind you, and decided that class was more important AT THAT TIME. I followed up and made another appointment, but that's like a few months later. My tooth's hurting now?

Can't I get some care and concern instead of cynicism, sarcasm, and what, disbelief? It's not like I chose to have a cavity to spend your money. I'd give you money to not have cavity, screw it. And I DO brush my teeth, do you even have to ask? -__- I can hear you bloody clearly from my room, so if there's anything just say it to my damn face. I am hurt that you don't even trust me, and thanks a lot for the overwhelming concern.

My tooth hurts, I need the dentist, I'm fucking cranky, I'm tired, and I need to sleep. I swear this is the most vulgar moment I've had in my life. Sorry to self for swearing so much.

I NEED TO CONCENTRATE ON FREAKING GEMSGEMSGEMSGEMSGEMSGEMSGEMS... D:

My stomach is bothering me like mad. Ah well. Am probably going to stay off fb for this week, think I can do that.

Will be doing a remix of a few songs for my brother's music homework. Like WHAT? Secondary school kids are learning audacity in music classes, wow. The younger kids are going to be like tech whizzes without manners, with exceptions of course, not generalizing.

Off to draw my bunny girl sprite. Argh gems, it'll be out of the way SOON :D