Just done with showering, all my stuff are all over the room, and my table's in a huge mess. It'd bother me somewhat if I'm not quite tired/stressed now.

I need to sleep.

So many things not done, ohmygod. I want to strangle myself. I didn't leave everything till the last minute this time, I swear. Working on music is always going to be this tiring, isn't it? The stupid ache is not helping, neither is the panadol I ate. Could time please just stop for 8 hours, so I can sleep, and still have time to do everything that needs to be done? Argh me!! D: For still not working hard enough to improve and catch up, when I don't have the talent that some others have. Bloody...

Ah screw it, I'm rambling my brains out. Inspiration will be very much appreciated if it appears right now.

什么叫那种态度？我态度会差，也只是在以牙还牙，也不想想自己是用什么口气指责别人。物极必反。一直凶，一直大声，每个人就会屈服听话吗？一开始会是害怕，后来还会是忍耐。当忍耐到达一个极限，沉睡在久的死火山也会爆发好不好？话从口出容易得很，要忘记所说的好像也轻而易举，但那些不是很重要的‘气话’所造成的伤哪有那么容易可以忘得一干二净？也有够多次了，伤都伤得结疤了，不知到还可以再忍多久？

好累，好多事要做，好多难缠的人要应付，都不知到有谁可以体谅一下下，至少了解我不是每一天都那么好过的。我都尽力在笑，为什么不能得到同样的回应，为什么只有我的态度才算差？

为什么作业总是一大堆一起来，重死人的压力，都不能呼吸了，慢慢来不行吗？真是的。。