Just thinking, that I've really got so, so much to learn from many, many people. And the more I learn, the more I find myself inadequate and not good enough. Not saying that I can't do it, but that the world is really huge. There's always someone out there better than you.

I think I'm a damn greedy person, because I want to know and be good at so many things, I can't really be awesome at one. My mom tells me that all the time. I know it, and I do try to control. It's kinda difficult though.

Napped just now for quite long, but still so lethargic. Why ):

I gotta get my song and demo done soon, argh!

JUNSU'S IN SINGAPORE!! \o/ As a guest performer for his twin's showcase, which is today. One of five of DBSK's member is here, ohmygod. Okay, it's an amazing and unbelievable thing for me at least, my virgin experience of fangirl-ing over a group. They're probably the only group I'll fangirl over to this extent anyway.

I went to the airport! My very first time doing so, and truthfully, I was kind of scared and nervous about it. I hate crowds, sometimes too many people makes me claustrophobic. And well, the crowd would be crazy, and some fangirls are crazy too. It IS Junsu afterall. I wanted to catch a glimpse of him quite badly, so yes, I went to the airport! :D Yes, I'm mad.

Anyway, Huiching very nicely accompanied me and we waited three hours plus? The last hour was one of the slowest I've ever experienced, I swear ._. I watched every minute go by, and kept looking towards the customs, even when I know the plane hasn't landed yet. I couldn't help it. :P When the group of fangirls at the other side screamed all of a sudden, my heart really felt like it stopped for awhile. Blasted group of people, scream at nothing, seriously. -___-'' I can't get how they still could scream like banshees, when some of us are so excited/nervous/anxious their voice won't even work.

SO YES! I saw Junsu in the end! He walked past me, just an arm's length distance away! I had my camera poised to snap his picture when he walked pass. When he did though, I just stared, my eyes and camera followed him, but I forgot to press the capture button. Damn me. ):

I can't believe he's really there, in the flesh!! ^^ Feels so surreal, like he materialized from the screen or something, LOL. I saw Junsu! (:

Oh yeah... the Showcase should have ended by now.

I've been trying to keep my mind off the Zuno Showcase, the fact that Junsu's in Singapore, and that if I went to the showcase I could hear him sing live, finally. But then I can't go. ): Just for these few days, I cannot help being an irritating fangirl, because well, I wanted them to come to SG for so long. Though only Junsu came, and I'm high enough~ \o/

What I want most is to hear DBSK sing though :3

Pray that the twins will love it here and want to come back again to perform! And maybe Junsu could bring the rest of the four members along too? Hope to the death that it happens~