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I'm random. I'm mad.

I talk a lot of crap.

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Believe or not

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Tuesday, January 26, 2010
12:43 AM

Today in class, we talked about karma. What goes around, comes around. That's pretty true, I guess. I would rather believe than not. 俗話說，寧可信其有，不可信其無。

Don't know why I'm typing in traditional, but my simplified one suddenly refuse to work.

There's about 4 more weeks? until semester ends, and then it'll be a 2 months long break. Seriously, I can hardly wait for the break. The term is killing me. I know, the two following years would be much, much worst. ): I'll prepare myself for those later on, bah.

GEMs tomorrow again. I'll learn my lesson and the next GEMs I pick, I won't pick a morning one. Unless it's really necessary. But NO! No more morning ones. No more. T_T I've never been a morning person. More of nocturnal anyway. It's not because I always sleep late, it's because I'm used to sleeping late. Even if I do sleep early, I'll still not survive well in the morning. See? I'm already crapping to the end of the world. Q-Q

For now, I'm attempting to try translate 2 short verse of lyrics into Jap, Valerie wrote the english version for me. And trying to write lyrics for Ahliang's song. The song is awesome! \o/ Gives me the feeling of wanting to learn songwriting. My chinese is rather rusty right now, and my vocabulary is somewhat limited, so will probably take time to slowly think of the right words. Don't want everything to come out like I cut and pasted from songs all over. :P

I am supposed to be like researching for GEMs assignment right now. Ended up looking at VK band videos on Youtube. Can't help it. I want SID songs!!! Anyone out there has who can send me ):

Mao's vocal is super! And I love Yuki's drumming! ♥

Yuki's from Versailles, that's totally off the point. Who cares though. (:

Okay, there's GEMs tomorrow. Good night, else I won't be able to wake up.

Life's reality smacked right in your face.

♫♫♫

Random II

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Saturday, January 23, 2010
11:42 PM

今天没做了很多作业，被偶像剧吸引了。):

又不想用英语，因为所以如此。:D

今天，很开心。\o/ 我好似能为了超小的事开心，也是好事吧。去探望小姑了。她刚开完刀不久，在家修养一阵子。开刀吗，因为有子宫癌，但是初期，并不严重。这事我们大家都瞒着阿嬷没说。一来不想让她担心，二来让她知道了就没完没了，肯定没安宁的日子过了。小姑现在没事了，还好。。。(:

提起阿嬷，又想起几个月前的一大吵。大概全家都听说了那时我和阿嬷的争执，因该当天就已经被宣传得全世界都知道了。凭阿嬷的个性，差不多一钟头内已宣告完毕。不是我不孝，没家教，但实在是受不了才忍不住发了脾气。我不是脾气很暴躁的人，也尽量不生气。阿嬷了不起，逼得我爆了，还整整两个月才完全气消。

不后悔，一点也不。要我道歉，慢等。

早就已经道歉了，却被骂得狗血淋头。不接受也就算了，需要把我的自尊也踩在脚底下吗。伤心，难过，想念，有被误解的感觉，难受死了。或许我真的太倔强，可是我不会先开口的。

幸福其实很简单吧。在小姑家，表妹的奶奶笑我粘着老爸撒娇，我也笑笑承认了。幸福有老爸老妈还在，有人无条件关心，督促，唠叨。有时是很烦，不过有总比没来得好。喜欢偶尔被宠的感觉，有谁会不喜欢？刚刚和家人一起去游泳了，好久没游，体力都不行了。游完了，还穿着泳衣围着毛巾，就在旁边的餐厅吃晚饭。死老弟一直朝笑我，老爸老妈也跟着笑。什么嘛，都不公平！可是哦，感觉是很幸福的。呵呵！^^

所以嘛，不是要争对谁，但明明是拥有很多的人却偏偏身在福中，不知福。一天到晚老是埋怨东埋怨西，不懂得感激，一直嫌弃。不快乐还不都是自己造成的？很多时候，知足就会常乐，不是吗？

啊哟，老妈在念我了。晚安！

Life's reality smacked right in your face.

♫♫♫

Random

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Friday, January 22, 2010
11:01 PM

最近真是忙死了。好久都没有睡到自然醒。今天真幸福，能不需要逼自己拖着身子下床。倒霉地病了，失声不能说话，所以就干脆待在家里休息算了。有些无聊，不想做作业，把以前超喜欢的一部偶像剧又拿出来看。好怀念的感觉，可是每一次看同样的一部戏，感触总是不一样。读书也是一样。同一本书，从读一遍时有会有不同的领悟，了解，和看法。

人生到了另一个阶段了，接触的人不一样，每天经历的也不是从前熟悉的了。后悔吗？是有一点点。以前无论做任何事，都没有投入，没有尽全力给予自己的一百分。厌倦自己总是拖拖拉拉。想改变，但下定决心后又变心，一直没有完成给自己的目标。从小就听过，知道也了解，有志者，事进成。可偏偏心一直在摇晃，每次一定下来，又会有什么原因动摇它。

执着嘛，是好也是坏。我呢，就偏执着在不该执着的地方。作文上老是写，该放手就放手，有些事紧紧握着不放到最后也不会有童话般的结局。从明白开始就已经天天督促自己。该死的，再唠叨也听不进。脑袋的逻辑一直和心里想要的唱反调，烦死了。常常骂自己苯，提醒自己不要又老毛病犯回同样的错误，一错再错，知错了也没改，有什么用嘛。真是。。怀念中学时光，后悔当初愚蠢的行为，希望不要再和以前那么单纯白痴了。

无缘无故，突然想用华语写博客。有些话难以用英语表达，所以就如此。好久没真正用华语写出一段话了，感觉有些不适应，但也很爽。近来真的真的很累，可自己选的，所以不会放弃。我想你也在努力吧，从那时到现在都是。一直都是我推动力，努力加油的其中一个很大的理由。想想，如果可以在遇见，有机会谈，我会坦白。本来是缩头乌龟，但现在因该不会那么懦弱胆小了吧。真心想做个朋友，还来得及吗？不知到有没有那个缘分？

好了，也发泄够了。先回去享受我的偶像剧，明天又要继续冲刺了！

啊～我很花心哦，但男主角真的是超帅的！！！

Life's reality smacked right in your face.

♫♫♫

Gogogo!

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Thursday, January 21, 2010
11:18 PM

Reached home in one piece. :O

Sorry to the rest that I didn't do anything for recording today, just kind of went and slacked. But yes! At least guitar's down, and all's left is vocals. Sweats. (:

Last term didn't feel like school. Everything is so damn slack, and nothing clashes too badly, it's more like going to school to play. This term doesn't feel like school either. Everything seems to clash. :/ Term is too short to properly do anything at a more even pace I guess... That totally sucks.

Fell sick for the second time this school year, it's irritating to-the-max. And it's always on the wrong days, during the wrong period of time. I hardly do fall sick, why now! )):

Don't know how everyone's going to get through the next few weeks, but ENDURE! \o/ Though 48 hours per day would be awesome.. I'll survive! XO

-Cute guy alert! Hi-fives Shir!-

I like that! :D :D :D

Facebook is LAGLAGLAGLAGLAG! I've lost all my patience with it already. ):

Okay, I'll go to sleep. There's a long to-do-list to be checked off when I wake up tomorrow.

頑張ります！

Life's reality smacked right in your face.

♫♫♫

Okay, complains about life.

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Tuesday, January 19, 2010
11:25 PM

I know we should stop complaining about life, but once in awhile is alright I guess? :P It's a form of STRESS RELIEF!

Yeah so... Finally home from recording session, and today we did alright. Sam did well, so glad we have him! (: He's like a all-in-one package, haha! We're all slowly getting used to Protools, which is a good sign.

And I got to play on the baby grand a little during short breaks when the rest are setting up mics. \o/

Thinking about the amount of stuff that needs to be done, within the time frame, is suffocating. And stressful. Oh well, just have to make use of whatever time and rush like mad. :/

Discussing things with your parents sometimes just makes you more stressed and frustrated. And I thought they'd understand a teeny bit at least, and cut me some slack. But no! It's the usual. So I had to breath, and rein in my temper, and breath some more.

Ah bloody, I think I'm falling sick. Must be the late nights with the late night showers, and the early mornings. XP

Right now, I'm HUNGRY. ):

Life's reality smacked right in your face.

♫♫♫

SP BAND CONCERT!

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Monday, January 18, 2010
11:39 PM

Just reached home from concert!!! (: It was a really great one, like real good!

Ah, really miss the band. I haven't touched a flute for more than a year, near 2 years. ): I bet I can't even hold a semibreve note now. I have the piccolo that Michael Spicer loaned to me, and I did practice. But I do play like crap, honestly. I can't stand listening to me play.

I'll pester and convince Mom to buy me a cheap flute for a start. I WILL. >:(

Tomorrow's GEMS again, and there's studio time again. It's another long day again. I'll probably keep falling asleep. Been reaching home so late recently, I hardly got the chance to touch the piano. Thank god for the mini-grands in school! ♥

Ah, it's gonna be a year already. Happy times really passes WAY TOO FAST, it needs to slow down. I want the 3 years to last longer~ :O

Blah, and Facebook is lagging like asdfjkl!

Life's reality smacked right in your face.

♫♫♫

I'm Back!

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1:03 AM

Okay, so I've decided to go back to blogger, because I understand the html texts here better than the ones in Livejournal.

It's late, I'll go to sleep. Long day ahead! I don't know if I'm looking forward to the band concert or not, reasons clashes, hehe. :P

Anyway, MUST DO MIDI. Do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi do midi!!!!!

Before it's too late and last minute again. For the last time seriously. D:

Life's reality smacked right in your face.

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